to be or not to be

confusing orientation....i guess not !

2011-09-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

I am trying really hard to work but somehow it is sooo not working -_____-

You know sometime when you try to push someone or something away from your life, but some how they/it crawls back in your life without you realizing it, and suddenly you are like....'owh crap, why the hell are you here'

Yeah, I am in that situation right now, and I don't think I am able to grasp the whole thing, and it bothers me and I can't handle it anymore because it hurts too much !

Sabar ameera sabar....Ya Allah berilah kekuatan kepada hambamu ini,Amin

rockstar pencen !

2011-09-15T00:26:00.001+08:00

the voice is like rockstar pencen hehe :P

right after the raya holiday...which is the longest I have ever taken since I have started working hehe 12 days yo ! bahagia tak terkata...

okay back to the story, back at work after almost 2 weeks cuti will make you lemau and you will need some time before you can resume to your usual self to work hehe :P so after the holiday, the same weekend I had a workshop somewhere in Putrajaya and as usual they serve this mineral water...I was gulping the mineral water like nobody's business,free kan...hamik kau and then after like 3 or 4 bottles, I realize what they wrote on the bottle's label
'air ditapis dari paip Syabas' mmg best kan -_____- bukan mineral water tapi air paip besi tuh yang konon-konon ditapis...I doubt they tapis at all !

during the workshop I was already coughing and the haze was just the perfect match, immediately back from the workshop to home sweet home, the sore throat got worse and I lost my voice and I have been stuffing my face with all kinds of ubat so its not so bad lar, but the cough is really tiring :(( okay...dah penat dah

till then *cheers* eh dah lama tak buat macam nih hehe :P

until it was too much to handle

2011-08-22T01:29:00.006+08:00

here I am lying on the bed trying to finish up work, I know it is the eve of Monday and I have to wake up for sahur in a while but I can't help it, I just have to get this one work stuff out of my way

I have to admit, that I have been slacking of work this past couple of months, which I did not realize until recently when I went through the trusty organizer and saw the tasks that have yet to deliver and I was shocked on how much I have not done, so the past week has been catching up with a lot of things that was suppose to be done in 3 months, and it is super exhausting to keep up with all that.

And I will try my best not to slack of this way anymore, it is bad for my career as well as my personal point of view :))

The Birthday Wishlist 2011

2011-08-11T16:33:00.009+08:00

With my birthday coming up in a month's time, I am making myself a birthday wishlist :P

This is the first time I am making this list and macam best je kan huhu

1. I-pod Touch 4th Generation- 8 or 32 g

2. A black & gold watch

3. Electric Blue Handbag (which I have yet to find)

4. Another handbag, preferably black or the classic brown with matching shoes :P

5. A one week vacation by the beach

I know that I am not gonna achieve all this within this few months, but it is a wish so it can go on as long I want:)

I will try to achieve at least 2 items from this list :P

*photos taken from google

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

2011-08-02T14:48:00.003+08:00

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak my dear muslim friends

Have a blessed month ahead, Insyallah :))

apparently it is !!!

2011-06-25T01:39:00.002+08:00

Does it have to be like this always???

Seriously, you should at least have a little bit of respect towards me. Its the same fucking issues over and over again, and I am so fed up of it, if chose that damn road, so deal with it lah !!!

And to those who has been backing that person up, I have no words for you, Suka Hati korang lah !!!

You have the heart to say "You have given me a lot of pain"

The fact that I have been here all the time, I hardly go out, whenever I am out, there is always something that will happen, and is always nagging and angry voices...angry birds pon tak macam tu lah

It kills me whenever you utter those hurtful words, macam aku nie tak de perasaan !!!

and all I can do to in this situation is cry, kalau lah aku nie jahat sangat, dah lama aku dah buat benda bukan-bukan, benda yang boleh buat korang malu, and yet I did not.

I am so tired of all these drama...penat lah asyik-asyik benda nie, dah macam siaran ulangan kat astro tu je !!!

.....

2011-05-31T12:17:00.002+08:00

I am trying to juggle so many things at one

And I would highly appreciate it if you could spare me some time to re-organize everything okay

I am only human and in need of time to think and decide....Ada paham? Sekian terima kasih.

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa

2011-05-28T02:32:00.009+08:00

Finally I have actually watched this movie...unfortunately on the dvd lar kan

and yes I bought the original copy hehe :P as per today, I have watched it more than three times...you see the good thing of buying original copies is that it won't rosak after a couple of time of watching teehehehe :P

So I think its a well made and splendid movie, on top of that, it has such huge and beautiful sets that needs to be managed.

Of course the talented and good looking actors who made the movie so exciting :)) and some of the leads are, Stephen Rahman Hughes, Dato' Rahim Razali, Khir Rahman, Craig Fong, Jing Lusi, Gavin Stenhouse, Ummi Nazeera, Nell Ng and so many more amazing actors.

And these are the brilliant people behind this movie !!!

Yusry, Norman & Edry Abdul Halim (KRU)

Mobile Blogging :)

2011-05-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

i am blogging via bb hehe its kinda weird to have such small screen and yet being able to blog,but its so exciting to blog this way *melompat terkinja-kinja seperti kanak-kanak riang* :))

everything is so mobile nowdays,from banking to blogging and even shopping :p

so people...starting your stuff mobile hehe if only i have something light and able to be carried around without any hassle *winks* hinting the netbook or better yet an i-pad theeheheh *wishful thinking okay* :)))

Never-ending decision making !

2011-05-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

Currently I am sitting in a cold meeting room for a workshop with fifteen confuse people...trying to sort out a decision that is taking forever to reach !!!

Normally I will organize the workshops and whatever liaising with the organizers, but this time, I am one of the attendees. It feels weird and less work hehe :)) and I am only here to observe and monitor and nothing else pbfftttt !!!

However lah kan, this workshop is like endless and its already almost 10 pm....haiyohhh bila mau habis daaa -___-

!@#$%&*

2011-01-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

I am rarely angry at people...

but somehow some kind or some species of homo sapiens can really boil my blood and the anger that I have in me can be really awful and when its not let out.....it will turn to tears and the annoying feeling is still there because I couldn't scream or yell or just be angry at that person....for at least minuscule second

Its frustrating T___T and it eats me from the inside !!!

Happy 2011 :))

2010-12-31T15:47:00.004+08:00

I felt that 2010 went on really fast...

I barely had enough time to indulge in the sweetness of the year and it was over !!!

Nevertheless, I appreciate every single moment of it and hopefully 2011 will be a great year...Insyallah :))

Thank you 2010 and welcome 2011 :)))

sound of cricket

2010-11-24T12:36:00.001+08:00

I will update this blog that has been abandoned :))

I promised it will be up and running by the end of the year and that is next month huhu

*cheers*

one year :))

2010-09-01T21:25:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, today marks one year of me working with this company.

So far everything is good despite having the up's and down's, and the crazy bosses that could drive you up the walls, I could actually say that I love my job, and I love the fact that I am able to blend with most of my colleagues hehe :P

But of course, during that one year, a lot of stuff happened and stuff that made me laugh, cry, screaming hysterically, angry, bitchy and the feeling of biting somebody's head off *lolz* huhu

I am thankful for everyone who made this possible :))

*some of our crazy moments :P*

beep beep :)

2010-08-19T16:57:00.003+08:00

Dear all,

Selamat Berpuasa and have a blessed month...Insyallah :))

*hehe I know it is the 9th day of puasa :P

jam rambutan !!!

2010-06-30T10:07:00.003+08:00

what is it with Malaysian, when there is an accident, or lori terbalik or someone running around in their birthday suit on the road, they have to stop and look and cause a never ending jam !!!!

to make things worse, they give nonsense comments and smirks and what not, mind you own bloody business lah !!!

kalau nak turun tolong tak pe lah jugak, kalau sekadar nak pandang and tak buat apa-apa, tak payah pandang pun tak pe okay !!!

just like this morning, I was driving along the highway in the normal congestion, and it suddenly became the abnormal congestion, and I moved slightly further, there was the cause, an angry motorcyclist and a chinese guy fighting over a collision between their vehicles...okay lah, kesian them lah kan

but...but yang orang lain dok sibuk tgk apahal???haishhhhh....melambatkan haku kerja je %&*#$@!

hampeh ko nie !!!

2010-06-21T16:51:00.004+08:00

n: owh no, blackberry i battery habis, a*****, u ada BB?

m: sorry, i don't own one

n: owh, tak pe tak pe s***** is using one

* at that time s***** was walking from the pantry*

n: s***** kita tukar battery, i was on the phone with a vendor and suddenly my battery died, tgh nego-nego price, so we can get a cheaper one

*s***** was in utter shock he could not say a word, so was everybody else and the last thing she said was;

n: nanti i bagi balik esok okay, thanks *dengan tak malunya dia tukar battery buruk dia ngan s***** nya yang baru !!! *

and then she left the office with s*****'s one week old BB battery and gave her 2 year old battery to him with no perasaan at all !!!

what the fuck was that??? bodoh ke hape???

what kind of superior are you, you are not suppose to do that, that is unethical and dumb

dah tahu ada banyak orang call, why can't you just charge your freaking phone !!!

ko ingat kat sini nie kedai talipon ke, dengan suka-suki ko buat macam tu !!!

ada jugak manusia macam ni dalam Malaysia nih !!!

ohhhh birkin :)

2010-05-31T21:22:00.009+08:00

the rain has stopped pouring a while ago therefore i can go online again :)

I was just browsing through the websites, was on online shopping mode and then I saw this;

A black Hermes Birkin Bag

I have always love a birkin bag, especially the red and black colors but they are freakishly expensive...I mean too expensive and the only people who can afford them are celebrities and filthy rich human beings...

Remember there is an episode in Sex and The City the series, where Samantha wanted to get a Birkin Bag for herself but had to be in a 5 year waiting list, but she can't wait that long, so used Lucy Liu's name instead and got the bag earlier :) yeah that red birkin bag is so gorgeous :P

Just imagine, this bag in the picture is more than 20, 000 USD that is more or less around RM 100,000 !!!!

I can actually buy a car with that much of cash phewww....but anyway I continued surfing, and I found this;

A Prada Cowhide Leather Tote

somewhat similar to a birkin bag, but cheaper and I love the color, it has that classic look, and I think it will compliment any kind of sophisticated look :) however when I checked out the price, this is on discount price cold on a website, not on Prada itself okay, I can't afford that yet, it is around RM 700.00 !!!

it is still expensive for me :(( haihhh but I've been looking at it for a couple of weeks now, and no one have yet to buy this bag, so I am gonna save and buy this bag in the future....hopefully soon ;) I so loveee it hehe

Its a dream or imagination I am not sure heheh but I can dream can I :)

The impromptu mother's day :))

2010-05-09T22:26:00.004+08:00

Everybody was around and we had a small scale Mother's Day with all the mummy's :))

there were plenty of mummy's around hehe :D

We love you all muahhhhhhh

Travel shamavel !!!

2010-04-21T23:36:00.006+08:00

As far as I can remember...I have never traveled so much as I did now, since I've started working

Years and years ago, it will be the occasional balik kampung tgk sedara kawin or travelling for vacations, however at that time I was not the one driving

Nowadays...its going here for a workshop, going there for a workshop...dan macam-macam hal :P

Not that I am complaining yet :) but its actually quite fun to travel, I have always love travelling since I was young, just because you see how people react, and scenery's that are out of the ordinary and to reach the destination is more exciting :) thats why I get hyped up whenever I am on holidays :P teeheheh

In the next few weeks I'll be doing plenty of travelling, and yes I am aware that its gonna be tiring and long journeys and all :P but I am trying to keep a positive mind here and hopefully I won't get tired of travelling till ever hehe :)

Diner Shinier

2010-04-20T21:59:00.004+08:00

I was watching Food Paradise on the telly and they were showing about Diners in the U.S

Its like a small caravan or coach (as in the train not the brand okay !!!) that sells actual cooked food rather than the daily consumed fast food that has become a daily trend for people everywhere !!!

It will be absolutely awesome if we have one of those in KL, I will definitely enjoy eating in those kind of places hehe :)

Up to now, I have yet to find anything like it in KL, Victoria Station does not count, because its not fun and too quiet, I mean a diner should be loud and noisy with people talking and loud jukebox music (I know I am overloading with imaginations but I don't care :P) but yeah thats how a diner should look like and the environment has to be friendly and family oriented...owh somebody please open a diner in KL hehe :P

I am wishing upon the stars, and I hope it will come true one day hehe :)

The pictures down here is one of the most popular Diners in U.S;

Rosie's Diner, it has the classic look with all the vintage cars, what else could be better !!!

Fuchsia Pink Wedding

2010-04-18T23:55:00.006+08:00

It was a beautiful wedding, from the nikah to the sanding :))

the fuchsia pink theme was absolutely divine

venue, food and the people around were all so gorgeous

During the nikah

Half of us before entering the ballroom

Cake tipu and the gorgeous pelamin :))

The beautiful Bride and Groom and their families

See the two little fuchsia flower girls, tailored made dresses...cantik kan !!!

Things you can do while stuck in between cars

2010-03-30T22:10:00.004+08:00

Things you can do while in a traffic jam and you being the driver !!!

i) Apply your make-up (this includes eye-liner and mascara)

ii) Re-organize your extra huge handbag

iii) Re-organize your make-up pouch that has been utilize for so long and never bother to actually clean it up

iv) Choose which ring and necklace to wear

v) Re-organize shoes that is everywhere in the car (fyi the shoes bergelimpangan macam ada ribut taufan)

Therefore ladies these are the things that you can do while in an hour of jam...maybe some of you can actually do more.

Traffic sucks...I know that for a fact now !!!

of weekends and movies

2010-03-22T00:43:00.009+08:00

The weekend was good :) mine started on Friday itself hehe

Went for Alice in the Wonderland on Friday noon, it was really great and Johnny Depp looks so weirdly funny and creepy at the same time :P

And went for Nine on Saturday night, music was superb, storyline was good but for me it was kinda of slow, I mean with combination of all star actors I expected something more, you know something that will actually make you talk about the movie for at least a few days !!!

Anyways, I am anxiously waiting for Clash of the Titans and Remember Me.

I am no Robert Pattison's big fan, but for some reason I think he is suited to act in all these love story kinda of genre...we'll see how the movie goes...Okay I am sleeping now...bye :P

Nope...it is not always a bed of roses

2010-02-24T23:26:00.007+08:00

I have always been a person who said 'No, I will not work in a office 9 to 5, that is just not me!'

However, time and situation have made me a person who works in a office 9 to 5 and its not that I actually prefer doing all that, but it pays well, good company and work is good too....sometime or most of the time, there is one person that you will despised !!!

I am trying so hard to be patient and be nice and be whatever that is needed to stay in the job and I know one day or another the patience bubble might burst and I might burst as well, therefore I am praying so hard that god will give me the strength to calm down and think rationally before something really bad happens.

The thing that makes me sane and happy and always laughing my ass off at work will be my friends...in any given situation and stress we will try to make ourselves happy and jokes and making fun of things and stuff :)

So I'll live and be glad about it, and be thankful of what god gave me :)

really...its only that much

2010-01-25T01:04:00.002+08:00

As much as I love you....I need my space and I need a life :)

Work has consume so much of my time, that I hardly have time to go out for myself

and yet one day has 24 hours only

like it or not, use that 24/7 as it is 2400 hours proportionately

because who knows what this 24 hours can do for you

*winks*

The impromptu thing !!!

2010-01-25T01:03:00.003+08:00

An impromptu event...short notice but a hell of a meet up :P

all of us were like we are still twelve years old hehe

I missed all of you, hopefully we'll do it again :)

What to get this year ---- 2010 clueless !!!

2010-01-04T01:57:00.002+08:00

I am sure that every year when the clock strikes 12.00 am on a 31st December, almost everyone will have one or more new years resolution, and I am one of them hehe :)

During the usual years, I could only achieve a few of the resolution, some may have perish in the midst of the year ;) unintentionally okay hehe

so for this year, I hope to achieve all, however kalau tak dapat saya sambung next year punya okay :P

what to get for 2010;

i) lose weight (this has been here for quite a while lolz)

ii) make more $$$$$ (so that I can afford my own apartment Insyallah)

iii) revamp wardrobe, shoes, bags and what not etc...

iv) try to go on vacations as much as possible hehe

v) do the best in whatever I would love to do :)

Okay then, thats all hehe :P

Happy New Years 2010

*cheers*

what have i done in 2009 :))

2009-12-30T16:49:00.007+08:00

got a real job

bought a car

graduated with a degree phewww... :))

traveled alone

bought too many shoes :P

New Moon...Seriously, don't even think about it

2009-12-09T18:03:00.005+08:00

Seriously don't go and watch New Moon in the movies...pegi je beli dvd and watch it there

We went to watch it yesterday and it was truly horrible...

the storyline was really bad, there was no climax

Kristin and Rob Pat needs to learn how to act

the way they the dialogues is so monotonous and half way through the movie I started saying 'SERIOUSLY' in big capital letters !!!

I have seen bad movies before this, really I have and this fit the bill...Its just not my kind of movie

I was actually disappointed, because before it was release, the publicity and the trailer really showed that it was an okay movie, however I beg to differ....

The only part that I loved was when Jacob Black stood there shirtless, in the rain, in the sea and whenever he was topless, I know he is young but I don't care....THAT WAS THE BEST !!!

Drool...drool...drool

drool again !!!

and again !!!

Cuti weh !!!

2009-12-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

I need a real vacation again :P

where I can sleep late and wake up late and eat all I want and look at the sunset without worrying if there is any report to submit or have I replied that so called email or did I submit the minutes of meeting....and sebagainya

I really do hope soooo...

soon Insyallah :)

Kuih Loyang

2009-11-27T02:52:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil'Adha to all Muslims

Have a great weekend :)

En Lembu bersedialah untuk di sembelih yeh :P

2009-11-13T12:21:00.003+08:00

You know how Carrie Bradshaw or Meridith Grey narrates in the early part of an episode....

I find myself talking in my head all the the time nowadays...Carrie and Meridith will usually talk about good stuff...ermmm mostly lah kan...while in my head, all I wanted to do is strangle this one person....over and over again !!!

so that she understands how is it to juggle everything all together at once.....

Its a big blop !!!

2009-11-11T00:51:00.003+08:00

I know I have not been here for a long time, I mean writing something that is worth reading

I am to be blame for all this, I caught up with work and weekends I hardly have time to write something that is readable.

Truthfully...while I am actually writing this, I don't have any idea what the hell am I writing about hehe anyway who cares, its my blog suka hati aku lah kan :P

So far nothing is new in my life, aside for having a new job, I started in September, it has been okay and now I know how does a real work feels like, the workload, the boss that will make your life a living hell but I made new friends, people that I can laugh with, they are the stress reliever hehe :) Its my journey of life and I will try to go through it as much as possible I can

While about the love life...unfortunately there is nothing going on in that part hehe we'll see if there is anything there in the future okay ;)

till then *cheer*

2009-10-16T15:23:00.001+08:00

Bad idea to eat plenty of rice during lunch on a Friday :(

I feel super duper sleepy and I can't concentrate on finishing work !!!

next time makan lauk je lah yeh huhu :P

Thank you...I love all of you...muahhhhhh !!!

2009-10-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

The day was October 3rd 2009 and I was officially a degree graduate :)

Thank you so much for the endless support and love, they mean so much to me :) without them I don't think I will survive this battle :)

I love you all so much :)

Salam All :)

2009-09-20T02:27:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

To all my dear family, friends and everybody, I would like wish all of you a wonderful Eid' Mubarak

May this Eid' brings you happiness and thankfulness, Insyallah

My Kind of Pasta

2009-09-07T21:24:00.006+08:00

Last saturday, due to sheer laziness to go out and get food for lunch...FYI I couldn't fast on that day,because I was having my menses so that why boleh makan lunch okay !!!

anywho I decided to cook my style kind of pasta and here is how hehe :)

Boil pasta as usual

Once it looks like the picture on top, add in some butter and mix it thoroughly so that the butter is balanced

Since it is my kind of pasta, I chopped some tomatoes and red chilli, you can add whatever that you like :)

Fry some prawns, when it turns slightly brown, take off from the stove

Mix the pasta and the chopped tomatoes and chilies

mix...mix...mix

And I added some stir fried chicken slices, add them and the prawns and then mix again

Squeeze in some lemon

sprinkle some coarse black pepper powder and of course mix again

and walla...My kind of pasta :)

Its simple and kalau malas-malas nak masak you can always try this hehe :P

2009-08-24T11:08:00.004+08:00

Saturday 22nd August : it was almost time for berbuka

my little cousins who are six and seven years old were talking with each other and this is what I heard;

syasya: Oh my god...the cat is in the house

asiyah: Aresya, you should'nt say oh my god, you should say OMG.

and I was what in the world has happen to little kids nowadays !!!

they are growing up too fast and the television is a big part of them...haihhhh

my and sister and I tepuk dahi dengar dieorg cakap macam tu...hadoiiii

2009-08-24T10:20:00.002+08:00

I know I am three days too late but I still want to say this;

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Have a blessed month ahead, Insyallah :)

Brother's graduation in Melaka :P

2009-08-18T17:15:00.007+08:00

My dear brother is a graduate :)

It was the melaka convocation trip and our short holiday heheh

we enjoyed ourselves too much in the really nice hotel :)

stomp stomp stomp...eyh jangan lari !!!

2009-08-15T21:06:00.003+08:00

i) kids are playing up and down...as in running from atas sampailah ke bawah main hide and seek

ii) the teenagers are yapping away in the room upstairs

iii) the elders in the house are having a round table discussion kat bawah

iv) little baby is trying to sleep with the mommy in the next room upstairs...which is quite hard with the noise and the kids trying to create a mini earthquake

v) and me...I am stuck with facebook and trying blog about what is happening around me

Seriously !!! just let it go !!!

2009-08-11T16:18:00.003+08:00

You know how you get annoyed at some people who expect us to follow their decision,in a way follow whatever they say, it is so frustrating and irritating to face that kind of person.

It is my life, It is my choice whether or not I want it, because in the end I'll be the one going through the decision that I made !!!

Just because you are older and apparently thinks you are wiser doesn't give you the fucking authority to decide what is best for me...I may not the older or mature or whatever but I fucking well know what I don't want in my life...Okay sila faham apa yang saya baru terangkan !!!

The top part is letting out frustration...and now I can actually breathe normally, though the decision has not been made, I'll let you know sooner or later,for now I just want to do my work peacefully and try to focus on relaxing in Melaka tomorrow :)

Terbaik !!!

2009-07-30T14:42:00.003+08:00

I really want to write something but I have nothing !!!

All I can say is, I am having a good time and I feel great :P

I am going for a three day break in two weeks time and I plan to have fun huhu

till then *cheers*

beach.....I Loikeeeeeeeee :)

2009-07-07T12:31:00.009+08:00

six months of no vacation...we decided to go on a weekend getaway

just an hour's drive from KL and we arrived at our destination Astana Beach Resort,Port Dickson

I told it was a weekend getaway, so cannot go that far lah kan heheh...overall the beach was great but the resort sucks big time,the air-cond in our room was not functioning, the sink broke without any warning and their telephone does not connect to the reception....
hadoiii,bayar nak mahal but services are like crap....

Thanked god the view was good...that saved the day, here are some photos to feast your eyes

excuse the boink...boink heheh

weeeeeeee.......

they were bickering with each other...and the father main cak cak kat belakang :)

this is the view from our apartment

Little baby's birthday !!!

2009-06-26T15:40:00.016+08:00

baby Nadya Nasren turns one today heheh

dah besar dah :) and she can walk and climb the stairs really fast huhu

yeay...yeay...ur getting big already hehe

Rest In Peace

2009-06-26T15:40:00.009+08:00

'People think they know me, but they don't. Not really. Actually, I am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, I guess you could say that it hurts to be me'

-Michael Jackson 1958-2009-

'God gave women intuition and femininity. Used properly, the combination easily jumbles the brain of any man I've ever met'

-Farrah Fawcett 1947-2009-

Butter Prawns :)

2009-06-15T10:12:00.005+08:00

yes...another birthday party... :)

for the month of May, June and July.....they are all birthday months and we will have plenty of cakes and celebrations...I have been stuffing my face with cakes and cakes and more cakes

jadi kalau badan naik 8kilo....don't be surprise okay !!!

owh my sister and cousins are included in this stuffing sessions huhuhu !!!

anywho...this birthday was for June Babies and we had seafood dinner by the beach in Jeram,its somewhere near kuala selangor...

beach itu yang sangat kotor...so not a pleasant sight but the food was good except it was cold sebab they ordered too early

Ok lah, tengok gambar je lah

The aftermath of the Mickey Mouse Jelly Cake....destroyed by the civilians huhuhu

Black Beauty

2009-06-12T00:42:00.003+08:00

We got our black beauty last week...its just gorgeous

Amin...Thank you mom and grandma :) We love you

Congrats Hasiken :)

2009-06-10T12:47:00.006+08:00

Last Sunday 7th June was one of my schoolmate Hasiken's wedding and went with nareem

It was like a small reunion, meeting the girls form cpr...the last time I actually spend time with them was seven years ago and now most of us are working, some are in uni and some are married

we still act like 17 years old, taking photos, talking, laughing, making jokes and having fun heheh

I'll let the photos describe what we did :)

2009-06-03T09:12:00.004+08:00

This morning while I was eating breakfast with my mom at this cafe, I heard a few doctors talking....

and here is what they said....heheh

Doc 1: I did some renovating in my house, now the bathroom is bigger and I even added a bathtub

Doc 2: That's great, more space for you to mandi and all

Doc 3: Yeah true and you can even have sex in your bathroom

and followed with a big roar of laughter

My mom was sitting there, thinking how the hell is she gonna finish her food

but for me...those doctors made my day huhuhu :)

Okay people, bathroom is a good place to have sex !!!

Picture Perfect

2009-06-02T09:25:00.004+08:00

We had a small gathering with loads of food, cupcakes and cakes to celebrate the May Babies :)

here are some photos heheh.... enjoy :P

2009-05-20T09:22:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I was being very smart of editing my blog

at first I lost all of the links and the gadgets on the side :(

thanked god I could retrieve all of them back....phew !!!

and so far I like it and it is different than any of the editing that I have done before heheh

It ain't fair...but it happened

2009-05-19T10:59:00.007+08:00

So many things has happened in the past few months that I am not able to say much to anybody...something that I tried to keep it to myself...

however I am only human and I do break down once in a while...but after that particular moment, we get up and put our face forward and move on :)

I am now working as a research assistant in a local university. Today marks a week I have been working here, I am no more working in the previous company, I resigned last month, and two weeks after that I got this job. So far the job has been okay. The one thing that is weird,three days after working here, my previous company called back offering to work back with them as a permanent staff as they do not have anybody who can cover a particular project.

However, I received a second call, telling me to be a temporary staff for two months.first.The terms and all are just the same as before, nothing different but they say after the period of two month, they will put in an interview with the GM and see if I achieved my target and suitable for the permanent position. I am reluctant with their intentions because it was so sudden and out of nowhere. On the day I decided to resigned, they did not say or do anything to stop me, which was a big frustration to me as I have worked there for more than four months :(

So what I did was, to call them up and ask what the hell is happening and why so sudden. The reason I could not be promoted permanently to the company is due to my age, I am gonna be 24 this year and their policy is 27 years old. For me, I think it is stupid and irrelevant, they knew I am good at my job and the age shouldn't be an issue to the company. What if suddenly after the two months, they decided I am not suitable and there was no guarantee that I was getting the job permanently in the first place. So they could not give a straight answer and I decided not to take the job, and stayed working in this university. The pay may not be great but at least it is permanent, and I am entitle for annual leaves and all.

So...this is briefly what had happened, and yes it is not something great but it had happened...
next post will be something happy okay !!! :)

LC please

2009-04-20T12:03:00.002+08:00

I am torn between two sides....

whether to get it and done with or

forget it and save some cash...what do i do???

Congratulations :)

2009-04-19T23:30:00.004+08:00

yeah...yeah I know the blog is lacking of content, sorry lah malas pulak nak update :P anywho

my second uncle held his reception in Dewan Risda, Ampang. It was small cozy hall with simple decoration and lovely peoplr to be around heheh :) here are some photos, not much to say :)

Its coming baby !!!

2009-04-17T00:41:00.006+08:00

I realize that this blog is lacking of photos and events to write hehe my bad ;P

I could'nt find the right info and time to write
for the past couple of months so many things has happened and if I were to write here it will take a whole novel to finish writing...therefore lupakan sahaja ye :)

So far life's been okay, it is not great but it is tolerable :) I am still in the midst of looking for a permanent job...a job that has some securities in the future as I am not getting any younger and I have siblings and people that I need to take care of...Insyallah with a lot of effort and prayers I will get it one day :)

my baby cousin nadya is getting bigger by the day hehe :P

adorable habis !!! Okay lah if I do have something interesting to write, I will definitely write yeh

till then *cheers* oh btw here are some random photos I took few months ago hehe

Super...Duper

2009-04-06T12:47:00.002+08:00

I have been abandoning this blog for almost one month...

sorry ya sayang, nanti kalau ada apa-apa untuk update I will definately update

for now life's fine and I am still job hunting :P

so anybody who has any oppurtunities, do ring me heheh

owh... to those who supported earth hour last two weeks, Congratulations :)

Merci (:

2009-03-09T22:39:00.001+08:00

Thank you all for coming to the Carnival and 'Under One Roof' last Saturday

Your support is truly appreciated

Thanx again :)

Mari datang ramai-ramai :)

2009-03-05T21:49:00.004+08:00

Malam-malam di office sunyi

2009-02-19T20:13:00.003+08:00

It is almost 8.30pm and I am still in the office

It is so quiet and eerie

The only sound that can be heard is the tapping of the keyboard and water running from the small water fountain at the edge of the frontdesk

And there is only me and another colleague left in the office

It looks like a horror movie scene

.....

2009-02-10T23:46:00.003+08:00

I had a great weekend...well it was hectic but I love it :)

the week before, we were treated with Chilis Grill and Bar in klcc and my craving was fulfilled hehe and last weekend was full with makan-makan and playing with little babies :) miss nadya nasren

and monday was groceries day and suprisingly the mall was not that packed, the only section that was packed was the supermarket, but everywhere else was quite empty

ooh ugly betty season three and desperate housewives season five started tonight and it was awesome...my tuesday nights are filled with tv shows.....whoopeee !!!

once you have start working, you will appreciate the holidays much more as well as your bedtime heheh :)

Night then :P

Arab Street...Woodlands...

2009-01-29T00:43:00.009+08:00

I had the most relaxing and rejuvenating break hehe :)

Stayed at my aunts new place,its absolutely gorgeous and she has a little guilin near her house

Shopped till we drop,bought shoes that I love,shopped for others,had tonnes of food

hari-hari makan gourmet huhu I love my four day trip

and I love mummy and auntie bina for the lovely trip :)

2009-01-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

I need a short break :)

I am going to the neighbour's land

alar tempat yang ada singa besar tu hehe

see you in a few days time :P

meowww..............

2009-01-17T16:49:00.004+08:00

hello people...

its been a while with nothing to write hehe kurang inspirasi
and I get tired every time I am home from work :)

what I have realize since I have started working is that,money does'nt come easily
It involves a lot of hard work and patients and sacrifice

the work that I am doing is just a small portion of the big part that my firm is doing and it is amazing how the employees work very hard to achieve their target

therefore dearies, working is not a walk in the park :)

2009-01-08T21:29:00.003+08:00

Saya

tiada

inpirasi

untuk

menulis.........

2009 is here baby !!!

2009-01-01T23:41:00.006+08:00

This is a long overdue post about new year :P

I had a great new year, we had a pool party bbq, had loads of food and loads of fun hehe

My sis organized the party at my uncle's condo in a short time and she did an amazing job
congrats nisya :) almost all of the gang were there and we ate and we made the most of the swimming pool huhuhu

anywho, I did'nt get to snap much photos due to excited-ness hehe ada lah sikit-sikit nih ;)

Happy New Year 2009... have a great year ahead...

Baby Nadya dah boleh terbalik hehe

Sandler...Sandler...

2008-12-28T01:28:00.003+08:00

goofy is the new handsome !!!

I see London I see France

I see golden underwear on your fence

2008-12-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

"Hello,how may I help you"

"Yes hi, I would to talk to somebody intelligent?"

How dare you say that to anyone, it is very rude of you

When a person speak nicely to you, the least you could do is speak nicely to them

Its not that hard, you think just because people answer calls and they are not smart?

Seriously...do not be rude to others, it will just show how uncivilized you are !!!

Amin...

2008-12-17T21:02:00.004+08:00

Saya dah kerja hehehe :P
well things has definitely changed in my life :)

I am working now at a private consultant firm, Alhamdulillah I am glad to get the job, so far it has been a week since I started working there, its a very exciting place to work, the people are so full of life and awesome ;P

so for now, that's about it, and my exam results are good as well Alhamdulillah, graduation will be somewhere next year insyallah :)

Thank you so much for all the doa and kata-kata semangat

to those who has helped through this two years, thank you so much, especially to my family, mummy, nani, jimmy, nisya,aunties, uncles and dear cousins, I can't repay you enough

not to forget my dear friends, who has been there for me all along, you know who you are :)

My Chocolate Babies

2008-12-14T01:24:00.004+08:00

I made them yesterday with tender love and care hehe

and I called them my chocolate babies...

chocolate cupcakes with colourful icing :)

It is my first attempt with the colours

Eid' Aidiladha Mubarak

2008-12-09T00:56:00.008+08:00

Salam people...

Eid was Alhamdulillah good, although it was raining from morning till malam, all of us had fun and we had plenty of food :)

The house was full with people I love and the best part was...dapat makan daging qurban :P
oleh itu, my eid was blessed and I so grateful of it hehe

here,enjoy some photos of the day :)

Yes, we did bakar lemang

Ketupat

The four sisters :)

En Lembu

Kami pun nak menyibuk juga

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims

May Allah bless you and your family

Have a great day :)

Chocolate Molten Cake

2008-12-05T02:16:00.002+08:00

I feel like meletuping !!!

is that even a word?

makan tak henti heheh habis lah saya :)

own there is one more thing

kalau dalam cerita Labu-Labi, mereka nak cari kayu, tapi saya...

nak cari kerja...nak cari kerja...nak cari kerja

so that is the aim... :)

Tagged by aimi

2008-12-03T00:53:00.005+08:00

Part 1 :

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!
2) DON’T change your clothes, DON’T fix your hair…just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this

I was actually wearing the sunnies...it wasn't for show or anything

Ten people I would like to tag...kalau rajin buat lah heheh no pressure

1) nareem
2) iylia
3) alfian
4) anisyah
5) nad
6) maisarah
7) asfarina
8) amirul

9) ellyn
10) Anyone who are interested :P

Part 2

1.How old are you?
23 years old

2. Are you single?
yes

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
I don't know,whenever its right I guess

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
I am single, remember

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
Refer top qs

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
A beach wedding is my dream...

7. Your ideal motif?
I have no idea

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
Somewhere mysterious and exotic...like Italy or Egypt

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
People that matters to me...you know who you are

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
A simple...less hassle wedding

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
Something that is from my heart

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
hmm...three should be fine...hehe just kidding, when the time comes, I'll think about it

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
Anywhere nice and private

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
Evening

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
Outdoors

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
Yes...with white horses and gold carriage :P

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
Something nice and romantic with a touch of rock...can right...

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
Light

20. What age do you want to get married?
If it is possible before 30

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
I''ll let you know once I've found one

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
Any would do

23. Champagne or red wine?
I have no idea

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Right after the wedding

25. Money or household item?
Any would be just fine

26. Who will pay for the bills?
We will share

27. Are you ready for married life?
No...I am not even sure about my life yet

28. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
I will try to be as true as possible

29. How many kids do you like?
Three or four

30. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
New house...preferable an apartment

32. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
I hope so

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
I don't know...will think about it when the time comes

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
Both

Cullen...bite me !!!

2008-12-01T00:45:00.007+08:00

I went for Twilight with my sis and the actor who acted as Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter is the main character in the movie

A few years ago he looks like a boy...with messy hair, boyish charm, not so develop body and voice

but now, he is the most gorgeous thing I have ever seen in my life, and he acts as a vampire, that adds to more extra sexy point...

I was staring at him from the start till the end of the movie...

mamat tu gile hot okay...and I so want him to bite me...meowww

This is him then

This is him now

see the difference...he is sexier now hehe

We has some Thai food before the movie and it tasted good

the ambiance was nice, food was awesome, especially their Stuffed Tao Pok, its chicken and tofu stuffed and deep fried

Spicy Glass Noodle...it was not that spicy but more masam hehe

Stuffed Tao Pok

Weekend at the Zoo

2008-11-28T02:29:00.012+08:00

Yes, I know it sounds weird but I am not kidding you heheh

I actually went to the zoo last weekend with my sis, cousins, aunties and uncles

Honestly, the zoo needs a lot of upgrade and improvement, aside from the increasing entry fee,
the animals and the condition of the zoo is still the same as it was three years ago
quite disappointing I would say, the only thing that was fun, was the animal show

anyways, I did enjoyed the trip with the kids, they were awesome :)

Baby Nadya's first trip to zoo...emm in malaysia hehe

eh...eh...eh...pakcik naik basikal nie pon nak amik gambar :P

nie kenape ntah...excited tengok ungka kot huhuh

mari jalan-jalan

This giraffe was staring at me...it creeps me out

Ta...daaa !!!

Jump baby...jump :P

Hippo's

Kenape sorok nie???

hmmm.....

Mr and Mrs Kera....I think they are kera hehe

En.Rimau

:)

Mufasa and Nala relaxing after breakfast

lalulale

2008-11-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

two down...

one more to go

Insyallah :)

Its a necessity

2008-11-22T02:27:00.004+08:00

You know how we girls shop when the cash is rolling in

and at one point the closet is too full and there is no space left for our new stuffs

yeah,I am at that phase now :(

I want a walk in closet, something like what Carrie Bradshaw has in Sex and The City

If I have that kind of closet, I'll be the happiest woman ever hehe :)

can i?can i? please,please,please *winks*

here you go love

2008-11-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

us....

I am really there now

2008-11-18T15:32:00.001+08:00

I am having my first final exam tomorrow and here I am updating my blog hehehe

my final year project is done Alhamdulillah...

just need to print them but the printer is fooling around with me :(

Have to hantar kedai kejap lagi

and then I have to study...its my final exam and the last one I'll have to do for my degree

Insyallah :)

Tagged by my sis Nisya

2008-11-18T15:17:00.006+08:00

What were you doing 5 years ago

5 years ago? 18 years old

SPM was over and i had the results
entered college for diploma
drive around hehe baru dapat lesen :P
enjoyed the new freedom
made new friends in college

What were your 5 things on your to do list today?

sleep
print final year project-printer buat hal
makan
mandi
read books-esok exam :(

What are 5 snacks you enjoy?

snickers
kinder bueno
ice-cream
curly fries
fried calamari's

What are 5 jobs you've had?

student
promoter
data-entry
celcom thingy
general clerk

*all this were during semester break :)

2008-11-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

A few more things to do

You can do this

Insyallah

Bond...James Bond

2008-11-09T23:10:00.003+08:00

Friday night was movie night

we went for James Bond

and it was super awesome :)

we had a good 45 minutes to kill before the movie starts

we saw a couple quarreling with each other

a girl kissing her boyfriend

and people talking on their cell phones near the pillars

what a strange view in one night :)

Kono Pizza

2008-11-09T22:04:00.005+08:00

Pizza in a cone

Superhero's Personality

2008-11-09T04:15:00.003+08:00

I am 85 % Spider Man....

which is kind of weird because I am also 85% Green Lantern

hmmm...pelik pulak

You are Spider-Man

Spider-Man 85%

Green Lantern 85%

Supergirl 80%

Superman 70%

Robin 70%

Catwoman 70%

The Flash 60%

Wonder Woman 50%

Hulk 50%

Batman 40%

Iron Man 40%

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Wicked witch of realm

2008-11-01T02:15:00.000+08:00

Needed to clear my head so I decided to go for a shopping spree only to find out that mara loan is not out yet :(

and the bag that I saw a couple of weeks ago at Tangs was gone...so much of a shopping spree

I mean somebody bought it...another bummer

and my sis and I did the next best thing 'MAKAN'

gile best kot heheh

we had pancakes...three really huge ones huhu
and then we tapau subway sandwich and J.co Donuts...had those with mom
later that night mom, my sis and I had pasta at Zucherro

Its a new cafe near my place, AC Mizal owns the place
Although the food and the ambiance was good, but we were the only customers there
so it was kind of quiet

Happy Halloween !!!

I say its Envy !!!

2008-10-29T22:35:00.001+08:00

Envy !!!

A four letter word that started everything

Because of that word, you betrayed us

Please stop and go away

The pain is too much to handle

I am not strong enough to face all this

I only wish

2008-10-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

A bond that took years to build destroyed in just one day

A bond between a mother and her daughter ruin in just a split second

What is done is done and there is no turning back

Things would never be the same again

I only wish it could

Will it ever be the same again

2008-10-29T02:22:00.000+08:00

You know the saying

'When it rains, it pours'

It is so bloody true

and I am in that rain

I wonder will it ever stop

They are precious

2008-10-29T01:54:00.000+08:00

Damsel in distress and with a 'payung'

(l-r) Grandma, mak cik, Auntie Minah, Mummy, Kak Rita

Auntie Minah (Lady in red) is mummy's best friend for more than 20 years

The pakcik who sang 'quando quando quando' and he is superb

Nasi Himpit dan Rendang

2008-10-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

We had a small makan-makan last Saturday for Eid'

Alhamdulillah it went well :)

Thank you so much my dear friends for coming to my small makan-makan

and of course we took photos heheh

Happy Diwali to all !!!

Module 282 CBS

2008-10-22T18:11:00.001+08:00

After 5 hours of surfing the internet to look for articles on Managing Global Economy

I manage to complete the 15 chapters of articles

and the 5 hours was for each day was for the past three days

my eyes are sore and I may end up getting arthritis at a young age due to holding the mouse and typing for an amount of time that is infinity

Now I will have to proceed to another work or what most people call it 'assignments'

Finals is a month away and we still have tonnes of work to do

good for us :P

kiss and tell

2008-10-21T02:28:00.001+08:00

My yearning is over powering me

Is it possible to kiss someone that is impossible???

It is so tempting and its messing my head and my urges

Walnut Brownies

2008-10-19T18:35:00.000+08:00

Just got back from a wedding with mummy, sis and brother
wedding was not so bad, the food was different than the usual nasi minyak

Had dessert at Jusco :) sedap hehe

coffee and cakes... huhu

my dear bro is requesting home made chocolate chip cookies, the one he took to college dah habis, his housemates dah licinkan the entire bottle

will bake for him tomorrow :) and maybe some other cookies

I only manage to bake chocolate chip cookies for Eid'

so now I am a bit free and in the mood to bake, boleh payback for Eid' hehe

Amin...

2008-10-17T00:45:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah....

My final year project presentation went well

I am blessed

Thank you so much to my two dearest supervisors :)

and family and friends who has been there for me :)

Strategic Management

2008-10-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

My Final Year Project presentation is tomorrow

Butterflies are roaming around my tummy

I am very nervous

I hope I'll do my best...Insyallah :)

Wish me luck people :)

Eid Mubarak Part 2

2008-10-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

2nd day of Eid'

Every year during Eid' we the cousins will go on a dinner somewhere around KL
why we go for dinner?we are all food junkies hehehe :P
so this year was on the second day and we went to Pavilion, Bukit Bintang
but we miss amreena and ambrish :(

there were six of us and we had a blast :)

Eid Mubarak Part 1

2008-10-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

I don't think its too late to wish everybody a very

Happy Eid' Mubarak :)

minta maaf zahir dan batin

My eid' was Alhamdulillah great, surrounded by families and friends and I enjoyed this eid very much, but we do miss auntie bina, amreena and ambrish :(
they could'nt come down to KL due to amreena's exam last friday
hopefully she will do her best Insyallah

the day before raya we cooked and baked and bakar macam-macam...lemang,nasi himpit,rendang ayam and daging, I baked chocolate chip cookies but I could'nt find enough time to bake other cookies due to college...will bake this weekend :P

1st day of Eid' was the usual solat raya, salam raya dan makan-makan raya heheh and then the whole gang we here and makan and took tonnes of photos

Lemang :)

Baby Nadya Nasren

Uncle Anwer and the gang

Grandma and nisya

Nisya, me and asiyah

My dear brother

Tiga sekawan or secousin huhuh

The pretty girls :)

Up...up and away !!!

Pretty ladies

Malam makan-makan dan minum kopi

2008-09-29T02:35:00.000+08:00

si rambut merah dan si rambut 'light brown'

us...

them...

Paris, ici je viens...

2008-09-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

I belong in Paris
Oh...how I wish :)

You Belong in Paris

You enjoy all that life has to offer, and you can appreciate the fine tastes and sites of Paris.

You're the perfect person to wander the streets
of Paris aimlessly, enjoying architecture and a crepe.

What European City Do You Belong In?

to be or not to be

confusing orientation....i guess not !

rockstar pencen !

until it was too much to handle

The Birthday Wishlist 2011

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

apparently it is !!!

.....

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa

Mobile Blogging :)

Never-ending decision making !

!@#$%&*

Happy 2011 :))

*sound of cricket*

one year :))

beep beep :)

jam rambutan !!!

hampeh ko nie !!!

ohhhh birkin :)

The impromptu mother's day :))

Travel shamavel !!!

Diner Shinier

Fuchsia Pink Wedding

Things you can do while stuck in between cars

of weekends and movies

Nope...it is not always a bed of roses

really...its only that much

The impromptu thing !!!

What to get this year ---- 2010 clueless !!!

what have i done in 2009 :))

New Moon...Seriously, don't even think about it

Cuti weh !!!

Kuih Loyang

Its a big blop !!!

Thank you...I love all of you...muahhhhhh !!!

Salam All :)

My Kind of Pasta

Brother's graduation in Melaka :P

stomp stomp stomp...eyh jangan lari !!!

Seriously !!! just let it go !!!

Terbaik !!!

beach.....I Loikeeeeeeeee :)

Little baby's birthday !!!

Rest In Peace

Butter Prawns :)

Black Beauty

Congrats Hasiken :)

Picture Perfect

It ain't fair...but it happened

LC please

Congratulations :)

Its coming baby !!!

Super...Duper

Merci (:

Mari datang ramai-ramai :)

Malam-malam di office sunyi

.....

Arab Street...Woodlands...

meowww..............

2009 is here baby !!!

Sandler...Sandler...

Amin...

My Chocolate Babies

Eid' Aidiladha Mubarak

Chocolate Molten Cake

Tagged by aimi

Cullen...bite me !!!

Weekend at the Zoo

lalulale

Its a necessity

here you go love

I am really there now

Tagged by my sis Nisya

Bond...James Bond

Kono Pizza

Superhero's Personality

Wicked witch of realm

I say its Envy !!!

I only wish

Will it ever be the same again

sound of cricket