confusing orientation....i guess not !

I am trying really hard to work but somehow it is sooo not working -_____-

You know sometime when you try to push someone or something away from your life, but some how they/it crawls back in your life without you realizing it, and suddenly you are like....'owh crap, why the hell are you here'

Yeah, I am in that situation right now, and I don't think I am able to grasp the whole thing, and it bothers me and I can't handle it anymore because it hurts too much !

Sabar ameera sabar....Ya Allah berilah kekuatan kepada hambamu ini,Amin

rockstar pencen !

the voice is like rockstar pencen hehe :P

right after the raya holiday...which is the longest I have ever taken since I have started working hehe 12 days yo ! bahagia tak terkata...

okay back to the story, back at work after almost 2 weeks cuti will make you lemau and you will need some time before you can resume to your usual self to work hehe :P so after the holiday, the same weekend I had a workshop somewhere in Putrajaya and as usual they serve this mineral water...I was gulping the mineral water like nobody's business,free kan...hamik kau and then after like 3 or 4 bottles, I realize what they wrote on the bottle's label
 'air ditapis dari paip Syabas' mmg best kan -_____-  bukan mineral water tapi air paip besi tuh yang konon-konon ditapis...I doubt they tapis at all !

during the workshop I was already coughing and the haze was just the perfect match, immediately back from the workshop to home sweet home, the sore throat got worse and I lost my voice and I have been stuffing my face with all kinds of ubat so its not so bad lar, but the cough is really tiring :(( okay...dah penat dah

till then *cheers* eh dah lama tak buat macam nih hehe :P

until it was too much to handle

here I am lying on the bed trying to finish up work, I know it is the eve of Monday and I have to wake up for sahur in a while but I can't help it, I just have to get this one work stuff out of my way

I have to admit, that I have been slacking of work this past couple of months, which I did not realize until recently when I went through the trusty organizer and saw the tasks that have yet to deliver and I was shocked on how much I have not done, so the past week has been catching up with a lot of things that was suppose to be done in 3 months, and it is super exhausting to keep up with all that.

And I will try my best not to slack of this way anymore, it is bad for my career as well as my personal point of view :))

The Birthday Wishlist 2011

With my birthday coming up in a month's time, I am making myself a birthday wishlist :P

This is the first time I am making this list and macam best je kan huhu

1. I-pod Touch 4th Generation- 8 or 32 g

2. A black & gold watch

3. Electric Blue Handbag (which I have yet to find)

4. Another handbag, preferably black or the classic brown with matching shoes :P

5. A one week vacation by the beach

I know that I am not gonna achieve all this within this few months, but it is a wish so it can go on as long I want:)

I will try to achieve at least 2 items from this list :P

*photos taken from google

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak my dear muslim friends

Have a blessed month ahead, Insyallah :))

apparently it is !!!

Does it have to be like this always???

Seriously, you should at least have a little bit of respect towards me. Its the same fucking issues over and over again, and I am so fed up of it, if chose that damn road, so deal with it lah !!!

And to those who has been backing that person up, I have no words for you, Suka Hati korang lah !!!

You have the heart to say "You have given me a lot of pain"

The fact that I have been here all the time, I hardly go out, whenever I am out, there is always something that will happen, and is always nagging and angry voices...angry birds pon tak macam tu lah

It kills me whenever you utter those hurtful words, macam aku nie tak de perasaan !!!

and all I can do to in this situation is cry, kalau lah aku nie jahat sangat, dah lama aku dah buat benda bukan-bukan, benda yang boleh buat korang malu, and yet I did not.

I am so tired of all these drama...penat lah asyik-asyik benda nie, dah macam siaran ulangan kat astro tu je !!!

.....

I am trying to juggle so many things at one

And I would highly appreciate it if you could spare me some time to re-organize everything okay

I am only human and in need of time to think and decide....Ada paham? Sekian terima kasih.